FiercePornstep

I'm gonna be off for two weeks, I'll be in Italy! Wish me luck

I'm just sharing a thought I had earlier that was unsettlingly true.    I'm not proud of it but all of my hoodies and sweatshirts have blood stains on the inside of the sleeves and mascara stains on the cuffs. I cant let them go.    Everyone walks away from me at some point and please dont argue with me but it is my fault. I make bad decisions. I say things and do things that I shouldnt. I'm just a wreckless renegade. I'm gonna ruin my life at one point or another. I dont want this to happen to me.    God, please make me a bird so I can fly far, far away from here.

Day 8    So I've pretty much mastered the photoshop method that I learned.    At home, I'm learning Do I Wanna Know? by Arctic Monkeys on guitar. My fingers hurt.    I had a dream about a certain someone last night, whom I miss. Let me just start from the beginning.     On one friday in May, I was so done and I honestly didn't think I was going to make it through the weekend. I told this person that and they immediately came to my house and stopped me from doing what I intended on doing. I went to the hospital the next day and got the help that I needed. Ever since then and to this day she means the world to me. It's sad how she was